can't sleep

when your friend says i love you and you don’t want to say it back

WHY do people purposely spell words wrong? Like instead of saying “them” they spell  ”dem” or instead of “better” they say “beta”. It’s like they are making the extra effort to show people they are illiterate. It makes no sense.

My mother, father, and I were having a conversation about marriage.

Here’s a piece of the conversation

Father: ” Even though you’re dark you are not ugly. Besides if you get a good degree/ job you will get a good husband because you will be making money. So make sure you do well in school if you want a good husband. Looks don’t matter. “

Thanks for the motivation daddy. 

Greatest man in history, named Jesus, had no servants, yet they called him Master. Had no degree, yet they called him Teacher. Had no medicines, yet they called him Healer. He had no army, yet kings feared Him. He won no military battles, yet he conquered the world. He committed no crime, yet they crucified Him. He was buried in a tomb, yet He lives today.

I am content :)

so i got my grades. I got a B in history, calculus, and chemistry and an A in psychology. I was disappointed at the B in history but I tried not to dwell on it. I was so happy that I managed a B in calculus. I am still surprised.  

Anyway I decided to email my history teacher about my grade. I told him i really thought i should have gotten an A based on my grades in his class. I asked him if I had did that poorly on the final. He emailed me back saying that he had miscalculated my grade and that I actually had an A. I MEAN COME ON. it seemed pointless emailing him but something told me to try.

God is with me. I am extremely blessed. :)

yeah i bet i would have one too if i wasn’t taking hard classes. This is not directed at anyone. just jealous i guess haha

will cause regret. and now its too late. and you can have that sinking feeling forever because you have no guts to chase after anything you want. And then you realize they probably like the chase but in the end you are just the damn fool. and the whole reason you didnt say anything in the first place is so you wouldn’t look like a fool. but now you feel like one anyway because you did NOTHING. 

My niece burped and then she was like oops i farted. HAHAHHAhHAHA

then continued on to say i really reallly really realllyyy farted. hahahhahahahah man they are soo cute

lol the thing about study groups is that we’ve been there for each other all semester. been with each other so much that by the end of the semester we are getting on each other’s nerves. we’re so stressed about finals we are taking it out on one another. on one hand you can’t wait for it to be over but on the other hand you get sad thinking that your going to have to make a new study group :/