i can say that i tried. i mean there is really nothing else i could do. so it is what it is. sucks.
just one of those nights where i can’t sleep. nothing seems right.
right when i thought it was going to get be better and everything would be great. it just gets fucked up again.
why can’t i just be happy? <sigh>
After Puberty Hits:
the weekend was tiring. the wedding was nice but when my sister is here i’m sorta like in the shadows so it wasn’t really a great time haha
i got a B in o-chem! so that’s good haha
but i’m sick right now and it sucks
lol i went to go watch Harry Potter with my family today. It was alright but the books are sooo much better- but that’s always the case. haha everytime i saw Voldemort I thought he was more funny than scary
When you know you’re drifting from someone.. When your conversations start going no where. When their replies are boring and dull. You’re always the one continuing the conversation when it’s dead. They just don’t put as much effort into it as they use to. I hate that feeling, that you’re losing someone great.
my summer school ended. and my sister came yesterday! i haven’t seen her in a year! so its really nice just hanging out with her. My cousin’s wedding is on Saturday so this weekend is going to be pretty hectic. but despite all of that I still miss him.